I am, I was, I use to be Mary Jane. Ever felt like the only way you'll feel beautiful is through any mans touch? I am Mary Jane by going in circles, back and forth, with men who I believed loved, cared, and enjoyed my company. There was nothing that felt better to me than feining for a man to love and touch all over me; just so I can feel self-esteem and wanted. My main goal was to feel beautiful and go about my business once I got what I needed. I acted similar to how a man can treat a woman. Crazy right? I was Mary Jane, I am at fault for messing with a married man, when I knew it was wrong. I prayed and God immediately removed me from that struggle. I was Mary Jane for two years without even realizing it. I was in a relationship but I was still searching for love like Mary Jane. I let one man, then many men, take full control of my character, my thoughts, who I was, and my dignity. I allowed them to enter my space and make me believe they actually cared for me. When all they really cared about was what's between my legs. I use to be Mary Jane, I'm not that woman anymore. I've noticed my experience wasn't to break me down, but to make me stronger. It's crazy how life can be huh? Today, I am wiser, I can make myself feel beautiful. And there's nothing I look forward to a man doing that I can't do for myself. I am Mary Jane, I was Mary Jane, I use to be Mary Jane. -Vic
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